FOXY

look for the silver lining.

2009-02-28T20:30:00.000-08:00

welll he's another of my idols. some day i shall visit paris.

skool's rather alright i guess but i still want to appeal. don't ask why i keep saying it.

friday was the first day of hockey training super fun ! im staying in hockey. i hope to play for a div this year i reaaally reallly hope.

jimi hendrix.

2009-02-25T06:06:00.000-08:00

BE INSPIRED :)

i wish life was just all about rock n roll and guitars.

IF ONLY IF ONLY

damnn dammnn damnn

jimi hendrix: coolest cats alive. chao.

like any other day :)

2009-02-25T05:58:00.000-08:00

i dont think i have to explain what the pic says la huh. im so tired :(

haha. today was sucha tiring day. LOL very confusing also

lol navvin funny man. i've realised that it's a very very very small world everyone seems to knw everyone in some way or another. FUNNY.

this guy in the bus was telling his mate this so called joke. hey what did the tortoise say to the bunny.

hey bunny u look cute.

fucking lame! LOL.

well im really dam shaaggggggeddddd.

today was like any other normal skool day..then after that went for trials at sccc. well dont knw if u can call it trials to start with grant seeemed okay. LOL.

happens to be my skool coach. well im gonna train hard i hope i can play for club!!!

i dont knw yet and jus hope jus hope. pretty rusty cus i havent played in a while but i guess it'lll be okay in a few days or a weeek

paul's jus too shy. LOL. nvm i wont say her name.

well, im still kinda cconsfffuessssedddd whether to appeal out or not. dammmn it!

the new way of saying excuse me.

: excuuu meee hor.

wahh come on mannn.

how sexy is that !

anyway back to skool tmrw..

fuckk! im like ECONS REP mann dammitttt.

haha seems like im gonna end up making a fool of myself in every econs lecture. grreeeeeaaaattttt. well thats alll for todaaaay. i dont like the idea of having to get up and GO ALL THE WAY to woodlands its soooo faaaar :(:(

I MISS YOU NICOLETTE :(

2009-02-23T20:06:00.000-08:00

WES MONTGOMERY. :)

my idol.

one day il play like you. i HOPE.

many ppl from e younger generation find jazz and the blues boring there's only a handful who really appreciate it. these guys were the very foundation of our music!

so cheers to them!

if only there were guitarists who culd make the guitar play melodies and sing songs so lovely that it brings peace to the soul of whoever listening. god bless.

wow' its beeen hell ling along.

2009-02-23T19:56:00.000-08:00

well well what'dya now. its the lil' mans bday tdyy. happy bday kathik!

well, ive been posted to innova. i kinda miss blogging alot. lol. hahaaaaa

im tryna cope with the studies theree thinking of REALLy dropping out dont think i can cope. its such a hassle.

it's not that i dont have the drive to work hard it's jus that i dont wanna end up repeattyiing my darn j1 and end up being PEGASUS. as these innovians bluntly put it. hahaa.

well,

il be going to singapore poly to appeal soon!

chemical engineering we were supposed to be together. i didnt think in a million years that i wuld get posted here all my choics to the e poly have been rejected and it SUCKS.

OKAY IT SUCKS.

dad was like so happy when he found out i got posted to innova. he's like

not bad son your going to be doing your a's.

well i guess it's not bad after ALL

but hey!

it's nothing compared to sa.

sa was the SEX

i'll never forget my years at sa i miss it so mucch. the culture the lifesttyle.

ahhh.

sometimes i wish that i'd studied harder and got to sajc.

urghhh!

WOW it's been years.

2009-02-23T19:45:00.001-08:00

lol. spanish poem.

2008-12-05T19:24:00.001-08:00

Entresuelo

Un ropero, un espejo, una silla, ninguna estrella, mi cuarto, una ventana, la noche como siempre, y yo sin hambre, con un chicle y un sueño, una esperanza. Hay muchos hombres fuera, en todas partes, y más allá la niebla, la mañana. Hay árboles helados, tierra seca, peces fijos idénticos al agua, nidos durmiendo bajo tibias palomas. Aquí, no hay mujer. Me falta. Mi corazón desde hace días quiere hincarse bajo alguna caricia, una palabra. Es áspera la noche. Contra muros, la sombra lenta como los muertos, se arrastra. Esa mujer y yo estuvimos pegados con agua. Su piel sobre mis huesos y mis ojos dentro de su mirada. Nos hemos muerto muchas veces al pie del alba. Recuerdo que recuerdo su nombre, sus labios, su transparente falda. Tiene los pechos dulces, y de un lugar a otro de su cuerpo hay una gran distancia: de pezón a pezón cien labios y una hora, de pupila a pupila un corazón, dos lágrimas. Yo la quiero hasta el fondo de todos los abismos, hasta el último vuelo de la última ala, cuando la carne toda no sea carne, ni el alma sea alma. Es precioso querer. Yo ya lo sé. La quiero. ¡Es tan dura, tan tibia, tan clara! Esta noche me falta. Sube un violín desde la calle hasta mi cama. Ayer miré dos niños que ante un escaparate de maniquíes desnudos se peinaban. El silbato del tren me preocupó tres años, hoy se que es una máquina. Ningún adiós mejor que el de todos los días a cada cosa, en cada instante, alta la sangre iluminada.
Desamparada sangre, noche blanda, tabaco del insomnio,triste cama.
Yo me voy a otra parte. Y me llevo mi mano, que tanto escribe y habla.

my future.

2008-12-01T23:25:00.000-08:00

maybe il jus end up like him stuffing myself with hamburgers. nice eh. nice ass crack too.

living a lie.

2008-12-01T23:13:00.000-08:00

SHORTA-YEE.

i jus feeel like killing myselfff. i jus wanna go live in some far far land. i hate the way stereotyping happens. it jus sucks. big time.

people who go for looks shld shoot themselves. loks aint a thang. get what im sayin?

well. imma at dads office now. LOL staring at everyone arnd me! went out for dinner with his colleague aunty santhiah and aunty suzie. ;o

had rojak. gahh im full like ful full!

i wanna be like bob dylan yohHH!

im kncokin' on heaven's door kncok knock knockin' on heaven's door.

i wish i was living in the psychadelic and rock a roller era of the 60's and 70's.

:O

2008-12-01T06:35:00.000-08:00

went out with sivvy and pra today. was funn! funny people. sivvy shld be hit harder next time. she talks too much for her own goood.
tried to go into body of lies today. wow
attempt was in vain.
stupid butch woman didnt let us go in jsu cos i hadnt passed my 16th bday bitch il get u sme day! :O
haha. well im still irritated. pissed confused.

:(

2008-11-30T04:47:00.000-08:00

feeling sad's prolly a part of life that we all have to go thruu. it feels odd now. i dont knw whyyy but it jus doesss. why why? i wish someone could give me an answer. i know never it wuld never happen in a million years. maybe i shld jus forget about it. it's juss thatt i cant. wowwwa greaat. reality check is what i am need of now very very urgentlyy. HELP

hahaha

2008-11-29T18:15:00.000-08:00

sheena's on a jet plane! back to l.a! LOL
hmms. well sheena flew off today morning. back to california. i wooke up a t 9. gahh. and im still dead asss tiredddd. like seriouslyyyy.
RAWR!
well me and gf have made no contact. no idea wheres this like seriously going ya knw. IM CONFUSED!
yesterday was yet another day. went to temple with parents. then went for lunch. came home played my guitar and of course thrashed my bro once again in fifa! LOL im not mean aight.!
dont forget that imma nice guy. then went to the gymm and worked outt. arms ache. great.! well its a sun morning! and im boredd! i dont knw what to do! seriously! !!!!!!

Bob Dylan

2008-11-28T07:11:00.001-08:00

thats bob dylan. one of my idols. god bless this world for people like him nd his musiq.

what a day!

2008-11-28T07:01:00.003-08:00

hmmms. where do i startt.
rawr.
went to dads place todayy to work for awhile. he still hasnt paid me yet. typical dad. dammittt.
ohh godd damn!
hmms. met prasheena in the morning. wow what a job interview! gahhh i thot it was some admin job trned out to be somethin elsee! rawrrrr.
hmm but it was interestin thoo!
wellls. after that went to eat and stufff. prasheena think shes dam strong tryna punch me! ASSS
hmm. accordin to her originality.
BEYMAD
by existing you make a difference.
cool stuff ayeee. haha!
wellls then went to meet chen at pp! hes so impatient!IDIOT
then went to clementi to play poool. hes so pro. its okay. dont have to go into details about thatt!
then es camee. took a buss down to ecp. ate seafood!my god i ate so lil and im still soo fulll!
why why why!
thenn sat down near the beach had another crapping session. good mates they are. :)
well! then came home by cab and im officially shacked. wanna gimme a masage anyone? i need it.
rawr.
well lookng forward to next week!!

what a day!

2008-11-28T07:01:00.001-08:00

what a day!!

2008-11-28T07:00:00.000-08:00

BEATLES:)

2008-11-27T17:39:00.000-08:00

yeahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Peace.

2008-11-27T17:33:00.000-08:00

PEACE.

:) 9 26 a.m

2008-11-27T17:23:00.000-08:00

ALOHA. slash frm g n r's the sex. !

wow. like finally opened the classifieds and looked popped up a few job interviews. well , i hopeee big time that i get thie job! going for interview today :)

JOB JOB JOB JOB!

back to slash. tho's he a lil washed up. its aightt. news has it thatthe man's releasing his solo album featurbing a few artists and stufff. o check it out.!

someone prayy that i can get a JOB! PRAY PRAY.

woke up made coffeee ate somebread and am back to my usual routine.

going out , slacking, job scoutin tho the attempts have all ended up in vain.

today morning at 1 gf msges me! she musta been high! like woah. god knws why. maybe musta been high on coffeee. i still love you nico. :)

12 25 a.m

2008-11-27T08:25:00.000-08:00

like wow.

its like 12 25 now. *yawns*

tmr's yet another busy day. dad's office again helping him movve and stufff. danngggg. nvmm hes' paying me so aint that baddd. alls good.

im still feeling irritateddd. are we working out? is it me? or is it you? or is it jus the both of us. i really do wanna want us to work out. ahh!

well.

12 27a.m now.

feeling boreed. dad's office tmr. suppsed to meet prasheena for lunch tmrr. hope that doofus isnt gonna pang she again! GRR. then later meet the butch at pp. wow another pool match which he wants to thrash me in.. ohh godd gimme the power to beat him! haha life's kinda coool.

spoke to sivy today!

long timeee! ultimate twin. :) dear nicolette. you knw i love you. i really want us to work ya knw.

I WANT A FENDER TELE PLUS THE AMP. NEW BDAY PRESENT PLSSS.

what a morning.

2008-11-26T20:14:00.000-08:00

god. today's gonna be dumbassboring. like seriously. gahhh. suppsed to go escape wit jacin and all. but wow greaaatnesss dad wants me to help him pack. how sweet! hhaa.
well damn im stil missing skool ery much. tho i dont miss the class tho. miss the skool overall. :)
hypocrites and idiots rule the world i would say. theres no place in this world for their idiosyncrancies. well god blesss em! thanks petrina for filling me on the info about __ *shal not name* haha now i knw what kinda friend you are. damn dude. shldve knwn betterrr.

GRR. I STILL CANT FIND A JOB.

HAHA TODAY :P

2008-11-26T09:17:00.000-08:00

haha.
jacintha as usual crazayenesss.
ahaha
pranking was funnn.
pooor dharshineyyy. dammnn. she got screwedddd.
haha.
anyways. haha first day at my blog yo!
well. today was kinaa funn.
started walking around town like uber randomlyyy. how weird. alirah was laughing at her phone god knws why? but god bless her!
hols seem kinda gooood thooo.
i still miss skoool. jb and all his crappp. damnnittt. i wanna go back to sA
I LOVE YOU SA.
well job scouting sux. still cant find oneee. but never bein pessimist. goootaa keep loooking.
dad rocks. damn i love him.